I don't think I have ever felt like this when it comes to a class, ever. The total lack of confidence, the feeling like a failure all the time.
I second guess my choices and my skills and feel like an idiot right now.
Why? Because for the first time in my nursing school career I am playing catch up to get a passing grade and feel like I may be letting everyone down, because, hey with everything going on, I may end up having to repeat this semester if I can't nail this shit down and get a little help around here.
I wish I didn't have to work for this next month, but alas there are bills to pay and people counting on me.
But if ever there was pressure before, there is a CRAZY amount of pressure now... and it will not be cool to have to tell people I didn't pass.
FML!
I can't imagine the pressure you are feeling right now- it must be so hard. (((Hugs))) I hope you pass this year- and you deserve a HUGE party for it!
ReplyDeleteI know this sounds weird but this is totally normal. I went through this, and so did a ton of people I know. I hate to say it but this block is going to be the one that kills a straight A streak.
ReplyDeleteJust concentrate on learning the material and knowing your stuff, and focus on the magic number of 76...it's still a pass =)