Tuesday, April 20, 2010


for all the kind wishes. I deleted the post I am referring to. The complicatedness, if that is even a word, over all of this is just so mind boggling that I have yet to wrap my head and heart around the same decision.

The heart is a tougher than you know, even if it is so fragile it has been shattered into a hundred pieces.

Its tough when you know that 20 years can be tossed aside and its worse yet when you know that lives will be ruined over your decision.

What makes it harder still is when people say everything you want to hear and you can't trust those words... even though you desperately want to.

So.... I have no idea what is going to happen or what is happening. I guess it'll be one day at a time from here on out and we'll see.


  1. It's all very tough... tough situation. But at least now progress can happen, whichever direction things go, at least it will go in a direction.. rather than where it was going if a discovery hadn't been made.

  2. I'm sorry...I'm not sure what's going on, but I'm praying for you and the tough decisions you'll have to make :)

  3. I don't have any profound words of wisdom to give you. I wish I did. I'm sure it was a tough decision but one that was needed. Just know you have people out here who are here for you. (((HUGS)))

  4. Must have missed what's happening, but hope you know there are a lot of people out here in blog world that are pulling for you. Focus on what is right for you and everything else will fall in to place.